The doorway to the Kingdom opens when we admit, “LORD I cannot even begin to do it.” -Brennan Manning
That is exactly how I feel right now. I CANNOT. I do not want to – even begin to do it.
And then the moment I say it or write it, it sounds horrible and babyish. I feel guilty for feeling this way, but it is the TRUTH. In reality I just need to reach out. I seek you LORD. My strength does not come from me (like I always thought). My strength comes from YOU. I call out to you in my poverty of spirit LORD. Help me trust in you.
I admit it. I cannot even begin to do it.
My hand is on the door turning the knob, slowly I open it wide and wait.
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